It was ten to 5. I had just finished preparing my lessons for the next day. I stacked all the books neatly on my table and took my bag. I said goodbye to my colleagues and walked out of the staffroom. My husband was waiting outside in our car. I smiled at him as I was getting into the car. He smiled and leaned towards me and we kissed. "How was your day?" he asked. "It was o.k. How was yours?", I asked. "Good", he answered.
When we got home, I made some tea. We sat together in our conservatory and had tea and cupcakes. This is something we did every day after work.We often took turns to cook. My husband was very helpful with the housework. He was a very caring and loving man.I felt pregnant nearly a year after we got married.
Let's start our day over just like Bill Murray did in "Ground Hog Day." You wake up and taste your first cup of coffee and say thank you to the universe for the great cup of coffee. On the way to work, you notice that the weather is beautiful and you're grateful for the nice day outside. Just by changing your focus, do you think you'll still get a flat tire? Who knows, but maybe that flat tire saved you from a serious accident. Are you beginning to get it?Your answer might be yes, but it sounds very new age to me. That might be a stigma for some, but a lot of quantum physicists believe it is a reality. The idea is to ask, believe and receive. In the book the "Secret", it told the story of man who visualized a certain feather with distinctive colors in his mind, only to find it at his doorstep the next day.
It was time to go for my lectures. I was in my third year at university. I often sat with a few of my good friends in the lecture theatre. My friends were chatting excitedly when I got there. One of them had just started going out with a guy from the Economics faculty. Two others had boyfriends too. One of them asked me, "What about you Dina, have you met anybody yet?" "I don't think I will find my guy here on campus.
I call this exercise, "holding the feeling of abundance". This is a both expectation and acting as if. It may sound weird at first, but it does work. But you have to have full belief in this. That is important. Belief is so powerful. You can accomplish so much when you fully believe in something. So believe in this, and watch the magic happen.
When I got back home after work, I started preparing dinner. I was startled when my husband pulled me into his arms from behind. I turned around and kissed him. We stood there in embrace for 10 minutes."Hmmmm... ", I thought, "It's almost 11 years since I graduated. I still haven't met my Caucasian man. All my friends were happily married to Asian men. Well! There's no harm dreaming, is there? I haven't missed the boat, though. I haven't given up hopes yet."
I got off the train and walked towards the car park. As usual, my husband was waiting in the car for me. I smiled at him as I walked towards the car. He leaned towards me and kissed me. "You look tired", I said. "No, I am OK", he said. There was a big walnut and banana muffin in a little parcel on the back seat. When we got back home and I turned on the jug. We sat down on the couch and had our tea with the banana and walnut muffin. "You know, Jason, I can't believe we are doing this", I said. "Doing what?" he asked. "We having muffin and tea together. This is something I had seen in my daydreams for almost 21 years. It has really come true now." For years, I visualised being with a Caucasian man and it has become a reality now.I met Jason when I was thirty six and we got married two years later. We are parents to a beautiful baby girl now.
When we got home, I made some tea. We sat together in our conservatory and had tea and cupcakes. This is something we did every day after work.We often took turns to cook. My husband was very helpful with the housework. He was a very caring and loving man.I felt pregnant nearly a year after we got married.
Let's start our day over just like Bill Murray did in "Ground Hog Day." You wake up and taste your first cup of coffee and say thank you to the universe for the great cup of coffee. On the way to work, you notice that the weather is beautiful and you're grateful for the nice day outside. Just by changing your focus, do you think you'll still get a flat tire? Who knows, but maybe that flat tire saved you from a serious accident. Are you beginning to get it?Your answer might be yes, but it sounds very new age to me. That might be a stigma for some, but a lot of quantum physicists believe it is a reality. The idea is to ask, believe and receive. In the book the "Secret", it told the story of man who visualized a certain feather with distinctive colors in his mind, only to find it at his doorstep the next day.
It was time to go for my lectures. I was in my third year at university. I often sat with a few of my good friends in the lecture theatre. My friends were chatting excitedly when I got there. One of them had just started going out with a guy from the Economics faculty. Two others had boyfriends too. One of them asked me, "What about you Dina, have you met anybody yet?" "I don't think I will find my guy here on campus.
I call this exercise, "holding the feeling of abundance". This is a both expectation and acting as if. It may sound weird at first, but it does work. But you have to have full belief in this. That is important. Belief is so powerful. You can accomplish so much when you fully believe in something. So believe in this, and watch the magic happen.
When I got back home after work, I started preparing dinner. I was startled when my husband pulled me into his arms from behind. I turned around and kissed him. We stood there in embrace for 10 minutes."Hmmmm... ", I thought, "It's almost 11 years since I graduated. I still haven't met my Caucasian man. All my friends were happily married to Asian men. Well! There's no harm dreaming, is there? I haven't missed the boat, though. I haven't given up hopes yet."
I got off the train and walked towards the car park. As usual, my husband was waiting in the car for me. I smiled at him as I walked towards the car. He leaned towards me and kissed me. "You look tired", I said. "No, I am OK", he said. There was a big walnut and banana muffin in a little parcel on the back seat. When we got back home and I turned on the jug. We sat down on the couch and had our tea with the banana and walnut muffin. "You know, Jason, I can't believe we are doing this", I said. "Doing what?" he asked. "We having muffin and tea together. This is something I had seen in my daydreams for almost 21 years. It has really come true now." For years, I visualised being with a Caucasian man and it has become a reality now.I met Jason when I was thirty six and we got married two years later. We are parents to a beautiful baby girl now.
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